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Passive Depression
03:02
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Okay
03:49
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Don't worry I'm okay
No really I'll be fine
That's what I say on the outside
But I'm actually screaming for help
I don't want to feel this way
I don't like being in pain
I don't want you to be scared for me
I don't want you to be afraid
If you want to leave then I want you to please
I want you to be okay with me
But if I explode in the back seat of your mothers car
Please don't turn me away
But then when we fall asleep I want to see you
Every morning of every day
But if you don't want to stay here with me
Please I want you to go
There is no worse feeling than making you feel obligated
You deserve to live your own life
But I don't want you to be scared of me
I don't want you to be afraid
If you want to stay then I want you to please
I want you to be okay with me
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Mindreader
03:37
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Why don't you hold your breath?
Keep your thoughts inside your head
I have heard this all before
They can hear you screaming thought the door.
You know I need an explanation
You think you know my emotions
I can't be right but your so wrong
This could go on for so long
I don't want to follow your rules
I am sick of being abused
I want to live a life of my own
You treat me as if I'm owned
You know I need an explanation
You think you know my emotions
I can't be right but your so wrong
This could go on for so long
You know I need an explanation
You think you know my emotions
I can't be right but your so wrong
This could go on for so long
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4. |
Don't Blame Yourself
01:42
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Hold me down hold me down as I am screaming no
Please don't please don't put your hands on my throat
I can't move I can't breath I am scared I am scared
It's going black it's going black I'm being forced on my back
I'll never I'll never sleep the same
You won't you won't remember my name
I'm different I'm different I have changed
The worst part is that I'll be blamed
Just go away just go away make the memories fade
Make them stop make them stop make the rumors disappear
I've had enough I've had enough this isn't my fault
I didn't ask for this yet I feel like shit
I'll never I'll never sleep the same
You won't you won't remember my name
I'm different I'm different I have changed
The worst part is that I'll be blamed
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I Want A Vagina
03:05
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I didn't ask to be born like this.
You didn't ask for the family you have.
I didn't ask to be born like this.
So why the fuck are you staring at me like that?
Why can't I wear the clothes I want?
Why can't I be comfortable with the skin I'm in?
Why can't I wear my makeup?
What makes me less of a woman?
Stop looking at me with a face of disgust.
Remember that I'm still a human.
My actions don't affect you at all.
So why the fuck do you even care?
How do you think that I feel
When my father says that I am still his son?
Even though I'm a woman
Some people will never see me as one.
Why don't you try living in my shoes?
What would you do if you couldn't stand looking in the mirror?
I didn't ask to be born like this.
You didn't ask for the family you have.
I didn't ask to be born like this.
Stop staring at me like that.
I will wear the clothes I want.
I will be comfortable with the skin I'm in.
I will wear my make up.
I know, I know that I am a woman.
Why don't you try living in my shoes?
Why don't you see if they even fit?
Are they too small or am I bigger than you?
What would you do if you couldn't stand looking in the mirror?
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6. |
Eat Me Out
02:00
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I am non-negotiable
I will never give in
I will do the opposite of what you say
God is here for all
But how come she never answers my calls
I guess that the only explanation is that the line is busy
Or maybe I shouldn't waste my time on non-existence beings
May be I should focus on living
I'll keep using vulgar words
and correct all the cunts who use the wrong pronouns
I'll keep having lesbian sex
because I know that my gender matters
I'll keep fighting the good fight
And I'll keep living my life
And I won't let some narcissist change that
I am non-negotiable
Nothing you can say will persuade me
I will never give in
just so you can die with a clear conscience
Maybe you should have thought of that before you abused me
I will not be your savior
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Oh, Lord
02:42
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Oh Lord how do you know if I am holy or if I have lied?
Oh God how do you sleep knowing that you condemn people when they die?
How do you, how do you, how do you know the truth?
How do you, how do you, how do you know the truth?
You say that you are pure how do you justify those claims
When you're screaming at people because their life styles are not the same?
People like you, people like you people like you are to blame.
People like you, people like you people like you are to blame.
I will live my life anyway I want anyway I please
I will not settle for anything less I know who I am
But who the fuck are you?
How are you fine with watching other people die
How can you turn away when it's right in front of your face
How can you turn your back when it's your life that is already intact
What if one day it's your child and then they die alone?
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Look at those shoulders they're way too wide
and the jaw line is too defined
I bet under the skirt there is a dick
I bet that it's a faggot
I have an idea let's fuck with it
Let's bend it over and watch it break
Hurt it real bad make it wish it were dead
Then let's do it all again
Hey girl stick to your guns
as long as you've got lungs breath in breath out breath in breath out
You know who you are so stick to your X
As long as they keep telling you Y Y Y Y Y Y Y
I have an idea let's ignore them
Let's laugh and walk the other way
I know your valid so what do they matter
We're all gonna' die someday
We're all just trying to live our lives
I know for me I'm just trying to make up for lost time
We'll deal with much discrimination
As long as it doesn't over power our self determination
I have an idea let's ignore them
Let's laugh and walk the other way
I know your valid so what do they matter
We're all gonna' die someday
So let's stop conforming to their way
We're going to live our lives today.
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9. |
Reflection
04:31
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Who ever said this is easy obviously has never done this before
I thought that I was something turns out that you are so much more
I thought that I knew it but now I know I'm not quite sure
Even though I have these questions when will I have something to offer
Every time we talk you put me down how do I get anywhere life this
I want to leave I want to go so good by, goodbye my old friend
How could you be so, how could you be so mistaken how could you be so wrong
Even though you've known me for this long turns out that you never knew me all along
I keep thinking about how I used to be so different
I keep thinking about how we all used to be so young
And I get so lost with the words inside my haid
And I I get so lost with the music that we hear.
Every time we talk you put me down how do I get anywhere like this
Every time we talk you put me down how do I get anywhere like this
Every time we talk you put me down how do I get anywhere like this
Every time we talk you put me down how do I get anywhere like this
(Goodbye joyful lives hello red eyes)
(Goodbye joyful lives hello red eyes)
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10. |
First Words
03:12
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It's not my time it's not mine not my day not my way
We need to go so we are last going to slow now we're going to fast
What's inside me what's inside me I cannot see what love brings how love sings
Go on without me I am not in your dreams you'll see
As days goes by I continue to lie here
I don't get far it just gets hard to care
I''l just lay here and continue to fear pain
I close myself off and I get lost in my brain
Just forget about me
Just forget about me
Throw me away at the end of the day if you would if you think you should
They say that I'm the black sheep but do you know what they're hiding under the sheets
For better or for worse or am I cursed am I better day is this all in my head
What is my real name or am I going insane
As days goes by I continue to lie here
I don't get far it just gets hard to care
I''l just lay here and continue to fear pain
I close myself off and I get lost in my brain
Just forget about me
Just forget about me
Just forget about me
Just forget about me
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So Over It Providence, Rhode Island
So Over It is a queer punk band from Rhode Island. The music is influenced by personal experiences with coming out, being trans, identity, trauma, mental health, and self acceptance.
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